Friday, August 22, 2008

My Cloud is Moving

Over the past two months I have been working at BVBC. The past year my life has been full of anxiety and hurt. I had been pushed to my limates. For the longest time I felt that no good came from all of this hurt. This last couple of weeks me and Corey Anderson have been duscussing our second prepublished book. This one called "Ten Things I Hate About God" with the subtitle "and why it makes me love him more". Is it just me or is there anyone else that feels like shaking there fist at God in joyous anger sometimes? I imagine that when this book douse get published number 6 or 7 would be "I hate it when God dousent tell us what his plan is". And of course in the top three would be "I hate it when God makes us feel stupid by reveling us just how retarded our plans accually are". It suddenly occured to me that all the hurt that I went through this last year has been to prepair me for a new ministry. To be honest he probably told me straight up but I was too pig headed to listen. My mindset was "This sucks way too much for this to be from God". Im an idiot sometimes. So who knows where I am headed? "Oh God, your so silly"

8 comments:

Stephanie said...

glad to hear things are moving up Wade. Keep on truckin and always look up! You aree smart and I know you will make it.

drakefarmer said...

Question... so how does God tell us his will for us?

Wade Wheeler said...

in the last year for me.... trial and error. lots of error

drakefarmer said...

Ever consider Scripture, prayer, godly counsel and then the guidance and wisdom from the Holy Spirit?

Wade Wheeler said...

and trial and error arent kinds of godly councell guidence and wisdom. as well not a result of prayer?

drakefarmer said...

I wouldn't say that they are godly counsel or wisdom per say, but I would say trial and error is a way of discovering His will.

Because we can be confident in knowing that if it happens, it is His will and if it does not, it is not and we know He is a good, all sovereign God who has a plan.

drakefarmer said...

PS... I just wrote a blog on the topic... check it out...

drakefarmer said...

heres the Link: http://theweightofglory101.blogspot.com/2008/09/putting-our-faith-in-circumstances.html

Since I have written a new post now...